More. Now. Please.

OK... I have been majorly slack in updating. For that, I apologize.

Let me catch you up on what I've been up to:

Making friends:
Rather keeping up with friends. For the first time in a long while I feel like I have a little network of people that I can kind of rely on. I've also been prepping for my trip to California. Which I am beyond STOKED about. Frankly, I think I need to get out a little bit. I've been trapped in TX for a while with no break from the norms of family and work. I've been feeling trapped. I need to get out, find an ocean and find my perspective and creativity... ohhh and my BFFE and important things like girly nights and potent cocktails.

Making enemies:
Now. I am not a a vicious person, unless crossed. And well... Someone crossed me, ok well, 2 people crossed me. And it is A LOT easier to target all that anger at on person.
This guy I was seeing, just stopped seeing me. I chalked it up to losing his job and complications with his family. To me, that is a legit set of reason to cut some one out for a bit. However, that was not the case. He started seeing someone else, and cut me out. I shouldn't have been upset. We had made no claims to one another... but I really felt I was owed at least notification of his new find. But that's just me.
WELL.... I ran into him and his new her at a party I went to with a friend. Well, while he thinks he is quite charming and possibly musically talented... she is sleeping around. This does not surprise me. It amuses me. So much so I started taking bets on which boy she would bed that night at the party. I drew up a clever chart using letters and shapes and complicated algerbraic looking formulas to thinly hide what I was doing.
I surveyed party guests, but took no money. When I was done... I taped it to the fridge for ALL to see.
Lesson: Don't fuck with me. I can ruin you. *kisses*

Working like a dog
I have been working like crazy. Hence the need for the California trip. I'm feeling a bit run down... and I don't want to resent my job.

Dating.
I am dating(?) my Ex, still.... Dating is the only term I know. I refuse to label it, because I don't know what it is. But I like it. It is really comfortable and exciting. Things have been better then the last 2 tries we had...

So... yeah
That's what I have been doing... That's been what's keeping me from you.